Saturday, March 05, 2011

What are words...

Anywhere you are, I am near,

Anywhere you go, I'll be there,
Anytime you whisper my name,
You'll see,
Every single promise I'll keep,
'Cuz what kind of guy would I be,
If I was to leave when you need me most,


What are words
If you really don't mean them when you say them,
What are words
If they're only for good times then they're done,
When it's love, yeah, you say them,
All of those words,
They never go away,
They live on,
Even when we're gone,


And I know an angel will say
Just for me and I know I'm meant,
To be where I am and I'm gonna be,
Standin' right beside her tonight,
And I'm gonna be by your side,
I would never leave when she needs me most,


What are words
If you really don't mean them when you say them,
What are words,
If they're only for good times then they're done,
When it's love, yeah, you say them,
All of those words,
They never go away,
They live on,
Even when we're gone,


Anywhere you are, I am near,
Anywhere you go, I'll be there,
And I'm gonna be there forever more,
Every single promise I'll keep,
'Cuz what kind of guy would I be,
If I was to leave when you need me most
I'm forever keeping my angel
Close.

The most touching song on earth, what are words by chris medina. I believe man exist, just like love. JUST BELIEVE.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Ridin' solo

Waking up with a goal: I must move on within 1 month, and this is a challenge from the bitch(sheldon). I can and i will no matter what, life's too short to be anything but happy. Though its a little early to say anything, but im gonna prove you wrong. Shit happens, but i know i can overcome it with courage. You gonna see the new me soon~
Started the day with my favorite bread which make me a happy girl. NO EXPECTATION NO DISAPPOINTMENT!!!!!
Snap snap~ am really bored at work.






















Need to shop so badly. My closet is running out of clothes, bbg please make yourself free one day. Lets go shop till we drop.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Letting go has never been easy, but holding on can be as difficult.

Another long day at work, can anyone explain why is the business so bad recently? My sales is getting from bad to worse as day pass by.  Is it because of the location of the shop, level 4 is so pathetic quiet like some dinosaurs' land. Enough enough!!! Just hope that time can fly like a g6~ PEEK-A-BOO






































Ya, qinwei just told me that my face look fat, time to slim down. :(

Self reminder:
- Courage is not the absence of fear, but simply moving on with dignity despite that fear.
- Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means moving on. It is one of the hardest things a person can do. Starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. We feel that letting go is giving up. But as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. We are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be changed. It means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so.
- Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.
- Letting go isn't a one-time thing, it's something you have to do everyday, over and over again.
- Being happy doesnt mean that everything is perfect. It means that you have decided to look beyond the imperfections.
It's when you shed a tear and still want him, he ignores you and you still love him, and when he love another girl but you still smile and say im happy for you, when all you really do is cry in your heart and hoping that it was just a dream.
- You can shed tears that he is gone, or you can smile because he has lived.You can close your eyes and pray that he'll come back, or you can open your eyes and see what he had left behind.Your heart can be empty because you can't see him, or you can be full of the love you shared.You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.You can remember him only that he is gone,or you can cherish his memory and let it live on.You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back. Or you can do what he'd want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
Life's too short to live with regrets, be brave and move on...

Friday, February 25, 2011

You never lose by loving, you always lose by holding back.

I once asked my friend what's life? He told me life is like a special game that no one knows what's the ending to it. The decisions you make and choose is whats going to affect the end, so there's no right or wrong. Life's also full of surpirses, be it good or bad. You just got to prepare yourself for the bad ones and enjoy when the good ones come. Enjoy every moment with those around you and try not to think about those who left. But the thought of the amount of  peoples leaving my life kills, did i make it that easy for you to walks in and out of my life? Always thought i am strong enough to live on my own, leading that carefree life i desired. But i was wrong, so wrong. Feel so broken when i learn that others had moved on while im still here waiting for miracle to happen. I lost. I am beaten at last. Let it go, let it go... dont want to live in denial, dont want to live in yesterday's dream waking up to realize that there's nothing , dont want to hold on to anything anymore, give me a break give me a pill to forget everything. So tired of  being sick and tired, just want to leave this place and get myself out of the memory box. When love is over, all i can ever do is to leave. Maybe i still love you, but it is no longer important. Truth is, everyone leave in the end. We all tried too hard to fix that broken piece,  knowing nothing can be done but still willing to try. Let every misery end today, and tomorrow will be a better day. So god be kind, make life easier for everyone out there. I'll be fine, just need time.
 ps./ Its nice to see you again, i knew you'd be back. Along with those damn butterflies you always give me every time you walk back into my life. And if you asked me how many times you have crossed my mind I would say  once because you never really left...

Life is simple, it's just not easy.

Hate waking up early in the morning for work, when you are being force to get off your bed, every corner seems so comfy. While everyone are looking forward to weekends, damn i spend my weekends working. When can it be my turn to say TGIF!!!!!! Enough of ranting, at least im paid for browsing the net and all. Opps...
When work gets too bored~






















Dear bbg, you know how much i love you. You have a damn kiam pa face, and the most irritating skill to wake me up every morning when i have to work. Thanks for being there whenever i feel that my world is colliding, and your words never fail to make me happy, though it only last for 2 minutes. Please feel good about yourself because you deserve the best, when comments are too hurtful for you to accept, just isolate yourself from that. Cause you know i will be just beside you, no matter what. So just smile, breathe and go slowly. 




















THE MOST KIAM PA FACE IN THE WORLD, EYES SO BIG FOR WHAT?

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Thursday, February 24, 2011

She glances at the photo, and the pilot light of memory flickers in her eyes.

That very beautiful place filled with many precious memories. KUKUP LA! From checking in to the resort, then the awesome seafood feast, k-madness, putting fire crackers and bom bom chucky chucky. Still that place leave a big impact in me, knowing that what i used to have is gone. Every corner of the place makes me think of you, it was truly unforgettable. Thanks for once making me the happiest girl in the world. I really enjoyed myself during this trip because of all the awesome peoples. Love ya all.