I feel damn lousy right now! And i dont know why, why do you still affect me? I told myself, i will move on from all the shit im living now. I am going to change my life, im going to stop loving you, and if i feel down, i shall just miss you for 5mins. But just why, i just cant get you out of my life? I felt like a fool when im hanging there when you had already let go. Why must i let my life be such a miserable one? I should be a happy girl in a happy world. I just never get it! Cant we go back to when we first met. we always had this silly smile on us every where we go. Why did we let this happen to us, and now why is it over? We had so much so much unfulfil dream, why are you letting this be a past, should'nt it be our future? I really miss those time we once spent and the memories we shared. Whats's more happiness can be, we held our hand tight together and in our eyes, it shown forever. Why is it gone, our love didnt manage to keep it alive. Im breathing for the sake of breathing, no longer a reason why im breathing cause why, you are gone. I want you to know that you always stand an important place in my heart, and every moment im awake, i think of you. I miss you baby.....
Why is love so short and forgetting so long?



