A Twist In My Story;

Im here to seek some comfort, can just ignore this post. -

I dont know why am i making myself that miserable, going through something that i abhor. But why, why do i still miss you every now and then. I miss everythings that we went through, i still smiled to myself whenever i remember some silly stuffs we done. But i know, its all over. Nothing could ever return to how its used to be, i just got to let go and move on. But why when i decided to let go, your face just somehow appear in my mind. If i could turn back time, i'll hold you closer & tell you i love you. Its obvious that you had leave, just another heart to mend. What happen when my future had to start without you, what happen when im still in love but time rips me apart. Is there ever an answer for when love is not enough? When the world must move on, who decide that i'd be that strong. I lose something that can never be replaced, i promise to learn from my mistake. It make me learn to hate you or perhaps hate myself for letting you go. Remember all the things we wanted, we planned to do, now everythings changes to memories. We started with a perfect kiss, then we feel the poison set in. Perfect couldnt keep this love alive. I wanna take it back to the day when we first met, if i could i start all over again...